True Terror: Letting go of Fear
Written by Shalom George Abraham.
You follow me around all day and you make me afraid of everything. You make me afraid of the people I love; you make me afraid of how much I love them. You make me fear death so inevitably I end up fearing life. I live my existence in fear, held back from what I could do. I am so afraid of loss, shame, pain and most of all I am afraid of this fear.
You make me see signs that are not there and make me hear voices that don’t exist. In the end we you make me create my own hell and you make me live in it. “All that I fear shall one day come true but till that day comes I shall not live in fear, I shall be free”.
Be all you can, while you can.
Dreams, Desires, Life
Written by Shalom George Abraham.
Ever had a dream?
A dream you chased after from the beginning, it was the dream that kept you going, the one thing you always wanted, you considered it your destiny, you tried to avoid it and but it chased after you, you sleep it follows you, you wake up and realize the dream is there with you. So you start to chase after it. The path, you start to travel. You go after it ferociously.
You enjoy it, you know the fight is not over but you are confident that you will attain your dream. You train yourself to brush away whatever temporary failure you experience. You focus on the fact that you won’t let the dream go. You etch it in to your heart!
It stayed with me so I shall not let it go. The path started to change me, the boy who chased the dream changed, he comes to realize that it is all beautiful – the path he is taking to the dream, the fight, the blood, the sweat and the tears.
So he changes to attain the dream. The final step to be taken is simple, one step and the dream is his forever. Nobody can take the dream away from him, this finale. The last step will seem simple to anyone other than him. The last step is the one he has trained himself to dread , the thing he feared throughout his life the one thing he cannot comprehend, the last step is to LET GO OF THE DREAM, the final step, all that is needed is to let go. The warrior must pierce his heart and do the thing he was trained never to do.
I think it’s a game god plays, so hard I went after this but it changed me so much. Just so that I could have it that in the end I stopped caring about getting it. How beautiful is that?
“There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it”
